The Boxer
by: Sean Eaton
A white wolf going in for the kill. An ambushing.
Sharp features, buzzed hair. His skin like jade,
his body rock-cut, tall muscles tensed like a violin’s
four strings. He makes them sing loudly as he
works himself up. His capillaries thrum with liquid
light. Coiled up like a Diamondback shaking its
rattle, with a half-cocked grin his flickering limbs
scythe holes through the air, kissing the punching
bag with ragged knuckles now rose-washed,
fragrant with the shriving red scent of iron.
Uppercut, undercut, left feint, right hook.
Sharp features, buzzed hair. His skin like jade,
his body rock-cut, tall muscles tensed like a violin’s
four strings. He makes them sing loudly as he
works himself up. His capillaries thrum with liquid
light. Coiled up like a Diamondback shaking its
rattle, with a half-cocked grin his flickering limbs
scythe holes through the air, kissing the punching
bag with ragged knuckles now rose-washed,
fragrant with the shriving red scent of iron.
Uppercut, undercut, left feint, right hook.
Primed with youth, adrenaline, and testosterone,
he carries himself like a king of Cambodia.
Kintsugi-seamed, his lithe body scissoring, now
swerving, glimmering with sweat and limned with
the daylight drifting in through dusty windows,
he fights his ghosts, his father’s razored voice
skimming his eardrums above the roar of the
sea, the murmuring hive of invisible spectators,
heart notes and base notes resounding in unison,
melodious with the pulsing ostinato of iron.
Uppercut, undercut, left feint, right hook.
Memories: his father drunk in deep nights, the belt
leaving his hands—the welting sting of the bumble-
bee, its ancient yellow fur scalding his eyelids.
He thinks the white instruments of sex and pain
are enough to forget. He hates to be touched.
He loves to brawl with the high-class gods who
come slumming it in the neighborhood bars, looking
for girls who are easy prey. He makes love with his
knuckles and grins wide, punch-drunk and in love.
This is all he wants from life, the thrill of the hunt.
Uppercut, undercut, left feint, right hook.
About the Author
Sean Eaton is a queer disabled poet hailing from the hills of New England. His favorite writers are Amy Clampitt and Ruth Stone. He is an emerging poet with work forthcoming in Arboreal Magazine and Eunoia Review.