Vividness of Visual Imagery Test

 

Think of the front of a shop which you often go to. Consider
the picture that comes before your mind’s eye, the appearance

of the shop from across the road, the apartment above it, the tired
brick. Consider the window display including the colours and shape

of individual items for sale. Try not to think of the low roar
of traffic, the harbour smell in the wind when it comes off the lake.

Let’s try to keep this visual. You approach the entrance. Consider
the colour and shape of the door. Don’t think of the jingle of the bell,

the waft of incense and bleach as you enter. The counter assistant
greets you. Consider carefully the exact contour of their face,

head, and shoulders. Don’t think of the sound of their voice,
how it’s wrong today. Don’t think about the ball of anxiety

in your stomach, how you sway a little, uncertain. Just relax.
These elements are unimportant. The counter assistant is still

watching you, hands folded in front of them. You haven’t responded.
You look again, but it’s hard to see. The tube lighting buzzed and popped

while you hesitated, and everything from their shoulders up
hangs in a guillotine dark. You step closer. Consider the counter,

the scratchandwins under plexiglass, the rows of chocolate bars,
the metallic pastels of their wrappers. More lights buzz and pop

behind you. Ignore it. Something shifts and rumbles under your feet
and a finger of wind trails up your back. The shop assistant leans

forward. Consider the pose of their head, the attitude of their body
as they lean in. Don’t think of their breath as something pulled from

a forgotten pit, or their voice as dry branches dragged over gravel.
They whisper, “it’s time.” Ignore it, and don’t think of yourself

as responding. If you understand what this is, then you know
it’s too late. As you are carried to the back of the store, consider

the canned goods that line the right side of the aisle, the breakfast
cereals on the left, Captain Crunch peeking out as you are wheeled past

his eyes glaring like high beams. Don’t think of your fingers straining
for any purchase as you pass, you hands are bound in peace

across your abdomen. Look up and you will see a starless night.
Look down and you will see that God has opened one last door.

 

Acknowledgement:

https://davidfmarks.com/2020/03/10/vividness-of-visual-imagery-questionnaire-vviq/

 

About the Author

Rocco de Giacomo is a widely published poet whose work has appeared in literary journals in Canada, Australia, England, Hong Kong and the US. The author of numerous poetry chapbooks and fulllength collections, his latest, Brace Yourselves on the representation of the individual as it relates to the Zeitgeist was published in January, 2018, through Quattro Books. His next collection, Casting Out, will be published in 2022 via Guernica Editions. Rocco lives in Toronto with his wife, Lisa Keophila, a fibre artist, and his daughters, Ava and Matilda.