Drifter’s Love Song

by: Jamez Terry

 

Love me, love me,
but only just so much
and know that you won’t grieve
when I leave you in the morning

Don’t love me the way
I love the wind in my hair,
the fork in the road,
the whistle of a train,
the smell of a place I’ve never been

I’ll love you like my hometown –
inside me deep
yet easy to desert,
a memory of happy
with no need to return

Love me like the cloud
with the dragon’s shape,
breathing fire just for you –
I’ll be king of the world for a moment
then disperse into formless sky

Love me, love me,
need me just for tonight –
tomorrow I’ll need pavement
singing under my wheels,
spinning away the miles,
the days, the years
of a solitary life in motion

Love me like a song that you forgot you’d always loved,
a song that makes you shout and dance
but still only lasts 3 minutes –
to love me any more would be a danger
and you’re too smart for that

So love me now
then forget my love-in-passing
as I’m careening towards the next boy
who will love me,
but only just so much

 

 

 

About the Author

Jamez Terry is a queer and trans poet, novelist, zinester, parent, chaplain, and rabblerouser. He recently won first place in the Alaska Writers Guild annual poetry contest. His debut novel, See You in the Mail, is forthcoming from Generous Press.